10.01.2015

1. So last night I kinda got laid. First time a guy has seen my naked.
2. When you have to do the walk of shame is awful. But I'm glad that I found my way home easily.
3. I don't know.

9.01.2015

1. Finally saw Büke. I really missed her. And she said that she missed me too.
2. Didn't do the shopping. Again.

8.01.2015

1. Finally did laundry. And that was it.
2. Alba is convinced to stay the whole year and I'm afraid she's not gonna be okay.
3. Avoided skyping with my mom. I don't want to talk to her.
4. I actually don't want to talk to anyone.

7.01.2015

1. Feel like crap, got sick, finally got my period. Such fun.
2. I'm not leaving my house today.
3. Finished watching Breaking Bad. Loved the 5th season.
4. I still miss her.
5. I feel like going to bed right now.

6.01.2015

1. Still feel like crap. But even worse.
2. Bought cigarettes again. Fuck.
3. I want to leave this apartment.

5.01.2015

1. It was so goddamn hard getting up. I almost didn't.
2. Went to my first class feeling sick (in all the possible ways) as fuck, couldn't stand going to the second one.
3. Katrin (my Tutorin) is so nice to me I feel like I don't deserve it.
4. I'll do things tomorrow.
5. Tried to talk to my mum, she quickly changed the subject.
6. I basically feel like crap.

4.01.2015

1. Had another panic attack when I went to bed.
2. Feel like crap. Also look like it.
3. The roommates have started coming back. I want them to leave.
4. I want to talk with my mom, but I also don't feel like it, because it's not gonna be nice. So I don't know what to do.

3.01.2015

1. I hate so much the huge effort it takes me to get out of bed every morning.
2. Met Büke's fiancé, totally approved.
3. Büke loved my presents *-*
4. It's my last month here. I don't want this to end.
5. Also, I don't want to go back to uni on Monday.

2.01.2015

1. It's still so hard getting up every morning.
2. The heating started working!
3. I don't understand why I hate so much how I look in normal color jeans.
4. It doesn't feel too much like a new year.
5. I'm pissed at my mum all the time. She hasn't made the minimum effort to come visit me.

1.01.2015

1. Kat's couch was so goddamn comfortable.
2. The pizza place was closed on my way home so I cooked pasta like almost every day.
3. The heating is not working, let's cry.
4. Miranda's series finale was SO GOOD.
5. I'll probably have to sleep with a scarf because is so cold without the heating.